Getting Confuse Between the Present Job and Exciting Offer

I am completely confuse about what to choose. One side is my new company Lepide offering facility like 5 days working, 2 paid lead, MNC environment, no work pressure and other side is PRP, a new company where I got the opportunity to get in with  high package but no facility such like Lepide is offering. But I told you that I am very money minded and concerned with the salary package so I will have to think about it. I  think , if someone would be in my place, he would definitely gonna choose 1st  option because there are so much difference between both the company. PRP lacks in all way except offering good package. Anyway, lets see what happens, I will be going PRP on saturday for interview. I hope and wish “all is well” for me.

Cancel the Plan of Going Home and Got an Opportunity

I told you that I was going home but I couldn't go because my reservation ticket was still on waiting list

So I canceled the plan of going home. It was the very first time that I had to face this situation. Anyway now I have booked my confirm ticket on 26 Dec and would go on the same day hopefully.

One new thing has happened that is really exciting and I am very enticed with it . Actually one my friend Komal told me a job opportunity in her office offering a good salary. And whenever it is about salary, I am always ready whether I  have to face new and horrible challenges for it. I am very  obsessed with the salary package and I believe that some how it is not a good habit but what can I do ??? it is attribute of my character and I believe that it is in my blood because I have seen my father always running after money so I inherits this attribute from him and now take a pride of it. 

Got Ditched by My Friend

Once again I got ditched by my friend whom I was calling my best buddy two days before. I told you , it happens with me most often and it is all my fault that I get connect with people very emotionally and then expect so much from them and eventually get break down. Sometime I remember that my father says right “you never know with the friends, when they are and when they are not ”. Anyway now I have been habituated of it.So i donot take it otherwise 

Leaving for Home Tomorrow

Tomorrow I will leave for home. It is always been amazing to go home,and to carry some gift for everyone . Since my childhood I have been always titled as a boy of family. I don't wonder outside home , I rather prefer to be at home , not going outside so much .But Now when I go home, I do miss one thing so much, my sister Priyanka because when I earlier used to go home, she was the one waiting for me eagerly. I used to go for shopping , go to relatives and to our friends (common friends) 

Got Appreciation for My Writing

Yesterday I made my friends read my private thoughts which I used to write here. Their response were really nice so this is what I call my buddies and good friends because when they read my writing, they praise me and encourage to write more. I can guarantee if you make your so called friend (Negative and snooty ) see your private stuff , they definitely gonna make fun of it or discourage you for not doing the same again. I just hate these kind of friends and never want to be around. Well...I tell you that I got so much charged for writing my thoughts ahead as I received many acclaim and appreciation and  I believe that these were not fake .  

Emotional Attachment with the Friends

Apart from my carrier there are other things to talk to ….i forgot....However, When it comes to  family, friends, and love, I get emotional and that is reason I  often get betrayed and when someone betrays me then I get offended and that time I make a promise to myself to not to get involve in emotional attachment with someone but eventually I go ahead and meet other people and develop a emotional connection to them. So this is how I am and cannot manage to change a bit of myself, whether I wish to change it . I am not of those people who commit that “I am what I am and I don't want to change “ because  I  want to change every bit of mine which are wrong in me and which offends other people (my buddies ) .And I definitely would love to change the things which cause people criticize  me.

Realize My Skills and Get Best Out of It

So far, I could not be able to figure out my ability that where I actually want to get in to and this might be because I am not best at anything. I find myself average in every subject that I make reference to .However, I find myself somewhat good in English that is why I think to stand on it and make my ability , be it writing and speaking as strong as possible but I also lack in speaking because of my MTI (mother tongue influence) so I cannot pronounce the worlds correctly. I can not think to improve on it either because it would be really hard ..m not saying ..It is impossible but ….it is beyond my limit. Whatever, I will stick on my decision and gonna improve my English as much as I can. 

Enjoyed Weekend with the Best Buddies of My Life

This weekend was full of joy. I enjoyed a lot visiting Purana Kila and doing boating there. Even though i had not so much money to invest but yet it turned out like one of the most memorable trip, reason being I was with the friends whom I really like to be with, to walk with, to talk to. It is real fact that I believe that if you are with your best buddies, you would definitely enjoy each and everything happening in your life even if you are not interested doing. So now it is the same situation I am facing as when I was in my b.tech college, it was always been worse, be it hangout with friends, trip, college function. I was not taking interest in any way because people around me at that time were negative and worse so I could not be comfortable with them doing any activities and eventually I used to make myself not even doing the stuff which I am interested in. But thanks to God!!! I got pass out and got immunity from that fucking nightmare of my life  

Start Writing from Beginning

After couple of month, I am gonna start writing my personal diary. I dint yet get to know that is it really  one of my hobbies because when I start writing, I get bore very soon but eventually when I get to read what I have written, I began to take interest so I believe that I rather like reading what I use to write. Whatever it is, now I am gonna start it from beginning. So right now I turned into a new employee of lepide software, some time I get to thing what I am doing because  this is my 4th company since I started ...oo really ..but what I can do ..I cannot help it out . In fact I am some what not happy with my carrier because this is not the same as I had wished it. I am not into my core field, I am not getting paid as much I am supposed to so this is somehow embarrassing and  frustrating but I remove this embarrassment by seeking some good things out of my work , I am currently doing.Life has changed so much since I joined my new company.It is complete a new environment, everthing are change for e.g now I am supposed to behave very professionaly as there is no friendly environment in new company. Everey one is intended to complete their task and then go his home back ..thats it.